Jada Facer – You, every time Lyrics

You stumble in, I search for words
We’ve been here before
On the side of your bed
closest to the door
Through the blur in my eyes
it was clear I was dying
but I just needed you
needed one last night
when you wake
i’ll be miles away
what was all this for?
memories in your bottoms drawer

Fighting at your parents place
You tell me “i can’t deal this way”
I tell you “I’m leaving”
you say “no i don’t mean it”

So i cry into my pillow case
i guess your mind has changed
Again
Again and again

when i see it in my head
i know it isn’t right
But when i hold you my hands
i choose you every time

I’m in a dark hotel room
you’re somewhere in the wind
I should open up the blinds
shouldn’t have let you in
Wanna burn down your town
Do you see me now
I’m broken and pathetic
oh you must be proud
still I think
there’s a chance
God, you hurt so bad

cry until I suffocate
can’t breath until you say my name
I wish I didn’t need it
I wish i didn’t mean it

i know you’re someone ! should hate
What do you expect me to say

when i see it in my head
i know it isn’t right
But when i hold you my hands
i choose you every time
can’t say goodbye
so hang up the phone
didn’t want me then
but never let me know
When i see it in my head
i always I justify
i know it isn’t right
I choose you

And if I’m just too much
how am i not enough?
And if you never called it love
why’d i think it was?